1. I've been on additional Metamizol for three days straight. The headaches have been so bad that I
a) vomited (Hello! to the lunch of today), also I'm eating Schoki, tomatoes and salty cookies for the foreseeable future (that is stuff I can keep down)
b) vertigoed and almost fell down the staircase (well at least this time I didn't really fall)
c) would prefer to crawl into my bed and curl up and not come up until this is passed
d) still haven't finished my second procurement law paper (oh, god it's due on MONDAY)
e) D:
2. My landlady is on holiday. Her teenaged granddaughter + boyfriend apparantly used the chance to have sex in the living-room. I wouldn't care if they hadn't forgotten to close the door to the above mentioned STAIRCASE meaning I'm listening in on them because the sound insulation in old houses is shitty and the moaning echoes. D: D: D:
3. I have no idea what triggered the acute pain I'm in. I battled the viral infection I had and the ultrasound at the local ENT today didn't show any significant amount of swelling. FML. Seriously. The ENT doctor used the word "tricky"
and "rocky road" to mollify me. Oh and when I asked what I'm supposed to do he said and I quote: "I can write you a referral to the local hospital for shots". I declined considering my bleeding disorder: getting shots into the pharynx (nerve center) isn't exactly a picnic. And the specialist uni hospital was reluctant to perform this- I'm not letting an intern in a small country hospital do this. Also I'd have to get a Minirin infusion which I fucking hate. D:
4. Also, I spoiled myself for Torchwood and just for the heck of it I'm adding the emoticon of the DAY: D:< WTF?
5. Plus if this wasn't enough: The ex-semi-serious finally met with his anaesthesist and started his email with "I'm so sorry I have to tell you this..." You can guess the rest. It's o.k., I'm pretty much accepting that I'll have to accept the chronic pain and move on. He's still a sweetheart for doing this- and I'm buying him something soccer related as a thank you.
6.
sallycandance sent me an epic h/c Boethi fic and I'm afraid to start because I feel I'll start crying D:
Therefore dear flist can I ask for some happiness? Pretty please? Something funny, sweet, a picture, just a friendly sentence, a happy post on your lj with a good memory, a picture.
I'm giving you old school Kirk & Spock, the infamous team:) I'm always amused by this picture because the only thing missing on it is a Celine Dion Song or an unicorn. Sparkle!hearts would work too. It's candy floss sci-fi, shiny with a hopeful outlook. The future is not something BAD, but an adventure to be enjoyed and I'm sorry, I much prefer Utopia with happy endings to dark stories with little to no chance of a positive outcome.